I like to see
myself as strong willed; to some extent I think. When I take up a challenge,
until the point where I get bored, I am literally unstoppable. I had started
drinking alcohol a year earlier but that day, I wanted to know what being drunk
really felt like. Gathered a few friends for moral support and of course,
medical support too if anything was to go wrong. ‘’Downed’’ two 42% ’kin-kin’
as it is locally called. Till this very day, I don’t think I have actually
gotten to the state I imagined in intoxication with alcohol. Got extra
confident and said some awful ‘happy’ stuff here and there but haven’t really
gotten to my limit yet. There is still vomiting, passing out and even loss of
memory about the happenings at the time of intoxication I haven’t experienced. I
was going to experience all that until I got bored.
Kush, ‘ghetto’,
‘rizler’, ‘sorji’ (soldier), ‘kpomkpom’ (police), ‘ tie’, ‘wrap’ are only but a
few words/slangs associated with weed smoking/smokers. With my drinking escapade
now done with, I developed a new urge....’weed’.
I had been nursing the idea of experiencing for myself what the effect of weed
would be like for awhile. Spoke with a few friends who ‘take the stuff’ what
their first experience was like. Their response only made my crave stronger: ‘’I
sincerely saw stars’’, “happiness...one could have slapped me then and I would
just smile in return”. How could some dried plant give this much peace of mind
I thought. I have got to try some.
Like I always
do when these crazy ideas get into my head, I called a buddy who could make
some weed available and afterwards, contact some other buddies. It was shocking
how much joy it brought them to know that I wanted ‘to weed’. It’s almost the
same feeling heaven has when a sinner repents (ironically speaking). The smoke
emitted from one tie of kpo (kush/weed) is so powerful that it
could nullify the scent of an air freshener in a room and stay for days. So, as
rule number one, you do not smoke weed in your place of residence. We arrived
and assembled in a ghetto later that day. A ghetto is any abandoned or uncompleted
building that unites weed smokers even in their diversities. On
arrival, there were already about three other persons there smoking. Their
presence put me in a very un-easy position and soon, I lost the desire to weed.
We entered the ghetto and very warm greetings were exchanged. It was as family
indeed. Minute after minute, other ‘weeders’ arrived. There was only one girl
in attendance. A typical ghetto has broken blocks laying around, building
planks, empty bottles of alcoholic drinks, empty bottles of codeine, lots of
paper, rizlers, remains of already smoked cigarettes and weed, lighters and
match boxes.
I watched with
so much amazement as they drew in and blew the smoke out their mouth and
nostrils, prepared their ‘ties’, and at the shocking rate at which weed has
become so popular in our generation. I doubt there was anybody present who was
older than 23years of age. The girl looked about 19 years of age. I carefully
watched how they made a tie and had the opportunity of making one. I was
commended for how good it was even as a first timer. I was offered countless
times ties of kush to smoke because it didn’t make sense that I was there just
watching. Soon, they started leaving. My guess is, my non participation put
them in an un-easy position
All through the
hours spent in the ghetto, one thing that kept on popping all over the place in
overflow was LOVE. They say the one thing that bring people together even in
their diversity is football. Today, I stand to edit that statement. Football
and weed are the two strongest binders the world has ever known. In fact, I
feel strongly that weed binds more. There is just something about the joy in
the eyes of a weed smoker when he sees another person who smokes weed. In the
ghetto, class means nothing to nobody. Neither does educational background nor
financial or ethnic differences means anything to anybody. They are all one.
The only thing that belongs to anybody in the ghetto is your clothes, wallet
and personal belongings. Lighter, matches, kush, rizler, all belonged to
everybody. Call me sick but, it is a place to be.
I didn’t kush today maybe because I do not
have the guts to yet. Maybe I am not even ready, I really do not know but what
I sure know is that this new found crave, I am certainly not bored of just yet.
I still may never smoke one, who knows? but I am certain I want to be in the midst of
the love I felt today again. It’s a world, it’s a family, It’s the kush-ghetto.
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